My Reflections from Today
Wow, what a day! It's not even 24 hours yet... This feels very strange with so many adjustments and realizations.
I have a feeling it's going to get harder before it gets easier, but even on this first day, I'm already glimpsing the benefits of making the switch.
The day started with an alarm on a new device, which was not what I was used to. Not being able to check WhatsApp or emails overnight made me wonder if I missed any "important" opportunities. Then not seeing the overnight news headlines. What if there was a major event like China invading the USA?
My first moment of freedom was short-lived when I had to use my laptop to check my son's bus schedule on WhatsApp, thinking, "Wouldn't this be easier on a smartphone?" Leaving the house, after sitting in my car and it not starting, I quickly realized I needed to retrieve a physical key card instead of relying on my smartphone to start the car. But then, during Shachris, I felt proud of my "nerdy" phone and had less urge to check it since I knew there wouldn't be anything exciting.
A surprising moment on the way to work was making a phone call to a friend that I've been meaning to call for some time because I suddenly had the time. I did an airport run and needed my smartphone to view a boarding pass, which made me realize the importance of preparing ahead of time rather than relying on instant access.
A bright moment was connecting my Bluetooth; it was quite simple, but I still secretly applauded my tech wizardry. Back at my desk, using WhatsApp on my PC made me question the purpose of not having it on my phone, but for some reason, I'm feeling lighter. Despite the inconveniences, I'm excited to see what challenges tomorrow brings and how far I'll go to fight for my sanity.
I love having choices. I hate being a slave—even a slave to convenience is still a slave. Today has been a whirlwind of new experiences and challenges, but I'm already seeing glimpses of the peace and focus I hoped to achieve.
L'chaim to day one—looking forward to day two!
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